oh i guess this is what i call the normal life. i study, i eat, i go to school every morning, have a training at kontra-gapi or making tambay at UP SHARP. gee. everything has been lighten up as far as i want to compare it with my previous activities. i have no job to work for, free of hassles in going to and fro different places. i used to roam around metro manila coz of my job, which actually taught me that timog is just somewhere near our place- just a ride away and that no place is livelier than makati. i wanna work there after school, really. though night outs are lessened as of this moment, i must then say that my life has been quite peaceful and more focused. studies first,.
but uhm, even though things changed and boys aren’t yet on my stories, vices came in to me like pooff! (thumb clicked) i now know how to drink and smoke. oh yeah, ima bad girl, that is what most of you would want to think about me. whatever you want dearie, i don’t and i won’t care actually. this is so against my principles before i did all this. i said won’t drink neither that i would smoke, but hey, this is reality. sabi nga, kung sino pang mas pumipigil sa sarili, mas gumagawa pa ng kalokohan sa buhay. but i know where and what my limitations are. im a social smoker, i must say. i ain’t bringing yet a pack of cigarettes on my pocket. only when i drink with my friends that i do smoke. ah, smoking and drinking, two tempting things to do.. tsk tsk tsk.. 
you know what i mean and i won’t dwell on this any longer. so let’s change topic.
i just realized that certain things you don’t like actually are the ones that mostly kick off your ass. i mean, they should not exist in the first place coz they really make your head ache. i’ll get straight to the point. just imagine this, one day upon doing your routine a man suddenly would text you that he saw your multiply account, read your blog and saw your artworks and then he would say, “i think i had feelings with you”. and not only that, he keeps on stalking you and gathering info about you. OHMYGOD. Fuck you man! that sounds really fucking shit. what’s with the people nowadays? many have gone crazy i guess. then he would like to make friends with you. ugh, ewww..
tomorrow is just another for me to go on with my crazy ride for life. routine goes on,as usual. i’m not sure if i can go to my buddy’s libre-inom session tomorrow. it’s her birthday on friday and she won’t be in manila on that day coz she’ll be having her practicum somewhere else. ow sad though 
i still have training tomorrow at kontra. im quite sure joints and muscles would be stretched like f****** hard. and so this is what it takes to pursue your passion in dancing, eh? knee pains, abdominal cramps, tired feet. oh well, sigh***
