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To Viola

Viola (my new close friend) freaked me out last night! She was soooo drunk that she mentioned depressing words about me. I was so worried and I woke up so gloomy just this morning. -_- Luckily, she has not remembered anything she said in her texts. She actually asked me to resend them again. Ugh, you made me feel crazy like HELL betch!! Hahaha. I still love you!!!

List of wants

Coz things get crazier for me, I end up imagining. Just this afternoon I thought of things I want to do and get before I get married. They are really my frustrations and I need them to be done or else my life won’t be fulfilled at all.

Ok, here comes my list:

1.wanna try cliff diving. – my friend already invited me to go to Bicol next sem. Yay. I am sooo excited!

2. go to africa and see wild animals

3. buy my own dslr cam.

4. have a closet full of chic clothes.

5. lotsa shoes!! hahahaha!!!

6. travel around the world and take lotsa pictures.

7. learn how to wakeboard/surf.

HHmmm.. these are just few of my aspirations. Perhaps, this list will be longer as time goes by. I wrote this just to remember and one day I’ll go over it, again. :) )

So, what’s yours?

Near to end

Akala ko matatapos ang summer na ito nang hindi ko man lang na-eenjoy. Mali pala ang iniisip ko! Mas masaya pa ito sa ineexpect ko!! Maraming nangyari in a matter of 2 months. Now I proved na bawal magsalita ng tapos!! Excited pa ako sa pwedeng mangyari. :P

Ikukwento ko na lang sa inyo at the end of this month!!!

Some is ending soon!!

I wanna change the way I look. But I remain the same old me. :) ) Hoorah for summer! I’m gonna miss this, :) ))

2. Dentist

Tinatamad akong bumisita sa dentista ko. Higit isang buwan na akong hindi nakakabisita! Papagalitan na ako.. Woooh!

I really like people with strong white teeth coupled with strong jaw. I wonder what treatment they get just to achieve it. I found tmj dentist San Diego which offers TMJ therapy. It’s my first time to hear such term. I read it after the study of neuromuscular dentistry. Well, TMJ is a short term for temporomandibular joint dysfunction therapy which aims to reduce the pain brought when biting or chewing. The symptoms of the said disorder include headache, earache, jaw pain, and even tinnitus. The therapy’s short term goal is to reduce the pain but in the long run, the treatment should be supported with reconstructive dentistry, orthodontics, etc. However, proper self care could be done at home. You can have a diet of soft foods, you can also apply hot compress where pain exists, or take prescribed anti-inflammatory medicine.

March 29 is Blog Action Day for Education

his week was marked by several student actions that successfully prevented moves to make education less accessible. Among the policies that were either delayed or prevented are:

  • an almost-2000% tuition hike in the Polytechnic University of the Philippines
  • approval of tuition hike proposals in most of the 233 private schools that violated consultation guidelines

However, many issues continue to affect the Filipino youth’s right to a quality and accessible education, such as the continued implementation of forced graduation fees, and the ‘no permit, no exam’ policy, as well as tuition and other fee increases in private universities.

On Monday, March 29, students will again take to the streets to demand an emergency budget allocation for education and the prevention of any and all tuition and other fee increases for the coming school year. We in the KABATAAN Online Team invite you to show your support, both in the streets and online.

That’s why we invite you to take part in our Blog Action Day on Education this Mar.29.

Here’s how you can participate: write a blog entry on the theme “Education is a Right” on Monday (or prepare one before and just post it on that day).

You can write about the present state of our education system, and how well (or unwell) is the youth’s right to a quality and accessible education being implemented. You can write about the conditions in your school, or your personal struggles with regards to finishing your studies.

You can also write about your opinion on the PUP & UP protests, the issues surrounding the events, or even a personal narrative if you were able to participate. You can choose to write about the importance of education and the education system to Filipinos and the Phil. society in general.

After writing your entry, post a link to this page. Also, (especially if you are blogging on a social network like Facebook or Friendster) post the link to your entry at this page’s Comments section. This way, we’ll be able to monitor how many bloggers are participating and we can thank those who did. And don’t forget to insert this blog button into your entry with the following code

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Education is a right. Let’s all stand up for our rights on March 29.

What I feel

I have been thinking of my thoughts and feelings lately and I guess I could summarize it by this statement: I am waiting for myself to fall in love again. ^_^

Lutang na naman.

My dad’s cursing me right now coz I don’t want to do what he imposes me to do. Are curses real? I used to believe curses, luck, fate, and such. WTH?!?! Alam mo yung material na ekstensyalismo ng mga bagay-bagay?? Curse whatever you want. They aren’t real.

I am struggling to escape the kind of life I have. It’s totally suffocating me to the point that oppression rots my ego. Naiinis ako na ang daming bagay na pumipigil sa akin. Maraming materyal na kondisyon ang nakapagdidikta kung paano ako kikilos. Ang pamilya ko, higit sa lahat ay parang nabubulok na gulay. One time big time. Noon lang masaya. Di naglaon, hanggang nga, wala ng buhay. Darating din ang araw natuluyan na syang bulok. Hinihintay ko na lang ang panahong iyon. Handa akong tanggapin ang maaring mangyari. Ang sabi ko naman sa sarili ko, at lagi kong tinatandaan, no one is indispensable. Darating ang oras na hindi ko na makakasama ang tatay ko. Ngayon pa nga lang gusto na niyang mamatay. Darating ang oras na ang nanay ko ay mag-aasawang muli. Darating ang oras na pati ang mga kapatid ko ay magsasarili na rin. Hindi ko naman talaga nararamdaman ang esensya ng pagkakaroon ng pamilya. Unti-unti natatanggap ko na, na roon na rin kami papunta.

Binubuhay ko na lamang ang aking sarili sa paniniwalang kailangan ko pa ngang mabuhay o nang dahil humihinga pa ako. Kumbaga, wala akong karapatang huminto hanggat may hangin pang lumalabas sa baga ko. Para na akong buhay na bangkay. Buhay sa pampisikal na kaanyuan ngunit patay sa diwa. O pwede rin robot na lang. Kumikilos dahil kailangang gumana ngunit sinasabing hindi dapat mapagod upang tupdin ko pa ang nakalaang mga trabaho sa mga susunod na araw.

Bente anyos na ako at nararanasan ko na ang dilubyo. Kung tutuusin maswerte pa rin ako kumpara sa iba ngunit malinaw nga na sa edad kong ito, hindi na ako masaya. Ni hindi ko na alam ang pakiramdam ng magmahal. Hindi ko nga alam kung nagmamahal nga ba ako kahit na an pagmamahal na iyon ay sa pamilya o dahil nasasabi ko lang mahal ko lang sila dahil sila ang kinalakhan kong kasama sa buhay ko mula nang akoy ipanganak?

Magulo ba ako? Bahala ka na lang umintindi. Kung ayaw mo namang intindihin wag mo. Basta ako, ganito na ako.

Christmas Break

It’s a rest week for me, my siblings and I went to our cousins’ house and chilled for some time. :D I had what I can call a vacation, free of housechores to mind at first, no ‘pasaway’ to eye on every time (my siblings, though big boys already, are very stubborn)- I let them go wild at least for now. And, I had a movie marathon which I opt to watch again my favorite movie, The Fast and Furious (Tokyo Drift). :D More than that I felt at peace – free of hassles, free of burden acad shit – that is worth my deserved break. :P

My oldest cousin promised us of a little aquarium. I am excited!!

I am having a business starting next year. I will sell native bags with lots of designs to choose from!! :D Bili kayo ha??

Excited na ako mag-New year! :D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

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NONE AT ALL.

By the way friends, OUR CONCERT WAS CANCELLED just last SATURDAY.  Sorry for the late announcement. More than that, I feel  sorry for myself and my colleagues. I could not feel anything right now but DESPAIR, DISAPPOINTMENT, and FRUSTRATION. That has been our life for 3 months or more, that we spent our nights rehearsing the piece! The bigger issue is that, I might NOT be able to hold and perform a concert anymore since I will be graduating next sem and will be focusing on my other ACADEMIC plans. I’ll take medicine, btw.

We never expected that our arguments would come to peak and heat up and eventually BURST that led to its total wipe out! NO CONCERT. And someone in authority made that DECISION. We could not do anything but conform to HIM. We cried more than a liter of tears ’cause of the pain. It’s not just a plain performance. It’s much awaited by everyone.

It’s totally devastating.