And today, tada!! We went in a bridal fair in Megatrade Hall3 in Megamall. Wonder what I was doing there? I was actually canvassing on the catering services that were of probable target of reference for my catering class, Um, I was just looking for brochures which showed their menu and dining table set-up. I thought that hey might help me in the future. But aside from that acad-related reason for going there, I accompanied my cousin to find suppliers for wedding events since she is being a kind-of-wedding-coordinator as of this moment. That career just started a  year ago and I don’t want to discuss it here. Wahahahha!

Anyway after that fetish fair I’ve been to, we ate at TokYoTokyo and that was also here treat! Going on to be lucky this time! I only had two bowls of rice though, not that normal compared to what I regularly consume. Perhaps I was not so hungry that time. I only ate one sumo meal, the beef teriyaki,coupled with pieces of squid rings and vegetable side dish. I ate using chopsticks. I’m getting used to it! Yey!

But that doesn’t tell the end yet.

We headed back to Cubao and we looked for a spa. Nothing appealed to her liking for that perfect time of siesta. Our feet actually brought us to Antipolo which was considerably a bit far from my house. But that was sooo sulit kind of trip though!!!

The spa story happened there! Hahahaha!! She treated me to a whole body Swedish massage. I experienced Sauna, for the first time. Inside was like hell. So damn hot but was relaxing, enough to make you sweat and melt off fat from your body. That was my first time to strip my clothes off and just wear just an underwear, uh, please exclude the bra. But that was so normal in spas. The massage went like heaven dear. I really had my body pampered after the stretches and ‘punches’ ate gave me. wahahaha! She even didn’t let go of the chance to touch my milking pot of my womanhood. Man, some stranger just touched it and actually have seen it, if you know what I am talking about. The touching was a bit awkward for a fact that someone has touched it, for the sake of doing it. Ugh, but I gave no malice to such act! It was just weird. That was a massage for the whole body, so to say- no exceptions! hahaha!  I just wonder if Swiss are good at it- in doing it-coz the name itself (Swedish Massage) came from them. hahaha.

I enjoyed this day. That’s all I can say.

I had my stomach painfully tortured with spasms due to nonstop laughing just when we had (KONTRA-Gapi batchmates) our dinner in school. That was an experience I could not forget. For the first time I had a bonding moment with them after so many instances that I declined their invitation to hang out due to my busy schedule. … Hopefully I ‘ll have more fun fun moments like this. Aw, I miss this feeling. I had this when I was still in high school.

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Anyway, speaking of the libre-inom session of my buddy, woah!!! i made another record. I was drunk last night and i was just so talkative that time, according to them. Wahahahaha.. It was already 9:30 in the evening that my companion needed to go home but I don’t want to go with him, and yeah, I stayed. I drank a glass of gin orange straight. And… you-know-what-happened-next. Started to plurk things annoyingly. I feel so stubborn that time that I dared not to listen to anyone else. So stubborn kid I was.

Prior to that disaster, I was from my rehearsal in Kontra-Gapi. Alas, we started the dancing practices. Ati drove me crazy, like, it-was-freaking-hard-to-follow-the-tempo. More stretches for me I guess. More bends or may be more kembot would do. Hayst!

but uhm, even though things changed and boys aren’t yet on my stories, vices came in to me like pooff! (thumb clicked) i now know how to drink and smoke. oh yeah, ima bad girl, that is what most of you would want to think about me. whatever you want dearie, i don’t and i won’t care actually. this is so against my principles before i did all this. i said won’t drink neither that i would smoke, but hey, this is reality. sabi nga, kung sino pang mas pumipigil sa sarili, mas gumagawa pa ng kalokohan sa buhay. but i know where and what my limitations are. im a social smoker, i must say. i ain’t bringing yet a pack of cigarettes on my pocket. only when i drink with my friends that i do smoke. ah, smoking and drinking, two tempting things to do.. tsk tsk tsk.. you know what i mean and i won’t dwell on this any longer. so let’s change topic.

i just realized that certain things you don’t like actually are the ones that mostly kick off your ass. i mean, they should not exist in the first place coz they really make your head ache. i’ll get straight to the point. just imagine this, one day upon doing your routine a man suddenly would text you that he saw your multiply account, read your blog and saw your artworks and then he would say, “i think i had feelings with you”. and not only that, he keeps on stalking you and gathering info about you. OHMYGOD. Fuck you man! that sounds really fucking shit. what’s with the people nowadays? many have gone crazy i guess. then he would like to make friends with you. ugh, ewww..

tomorrow is just another for me to go on with my crazy ride for life. routine goes on,as usual. i’m not sure if i can go to my buddy’s libre-inom session tomorrow. it’s her birthday on friday and she won’t be in manila on that day coz she’ll be having her practicum somewhere else. ow sad though i still have training tomorrow at kontra. im quite sure joints and muscles would be stretched like f****** hard. and so this is what it takes to pursue your passion in dancing, eh? knee pains, abdominal cramps, tired feet. oh well,  sigh***

Sa totoo lang, kinakabahan ako para sa kinabukasan ko at ng aking pamilya. Inaamin kong hindi maganda ang lagay ng aming pamilya ngayon sa aspetong pinansyal nito. Hindi ‘buo’ at malinaw ang lahat ng bagay. Mukhang malabong mangyari ang aming nga balakin sa buhay. Hindi ko alam kung paano humantong ang lahat ng ito sa ganoong kalalang sitwasyon. Mahirap magbahagi ng aking kwento ukol dito. Mahirap nang mabahiran pa ng ibang kulay ang sarili kong bersyon ng mga pangyayari. Hindi ko lang talaga alam ang gagawin ko sa pagkakataong ito. Nababalisa, sa maikling salita. Ano bang dapat gawin, magdasal? magnovena kay st. jude, magtrabaho, ano? Hay ewan, ewan!

Naguguluhan man at hindi mapakali, mulat naman ako sa tunay na nangyayari kahit na ang tunay ko nararamdaman talaga ay pagkamanhid sa mga bagay-bagay. Manhid sa paraang ayaw ko nang pabigatin pa ang lahat. Bahala na si Batman. Para kasi akong nakalutang at makikitang nakatulala sa hangin sa tuwing naiisip ko ang mga problema. Ni walang pagkakunot ng noo o sinyales ng pagka-irita ang mababakas sa mukha ko, sa totoo lang. Mas nagagawa ko pa ring gawing blangko ang reaksyon sa aking mukha. Madalas man kasi, pinaalalahanan ko na ang aking sarili na maging matibay sa kung anumang unos ang darating sa aking buhay inaasahan man ito o hindi. Kung sakali mang darating ang pinakamatinding dagok ng aking buhay, iniisip kong nakatakda namang siyang mangyari, dapat ko lang itong tanggapin at harapin ng buong loob.

Ah basta, nabablangko na talaga ako. Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko.

Nais ko lng i-share, na may 96% katotohanan ang pagiging swerte sa pera kapag ikaw ay malas sa buhay pag-ibig. Hahaha. Nanalo ako sa lottery. Apat na numero lang naman ang napanalunan ko. Sayang 2 na lang milyonaryo na ako! wahahahahaha…