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What I feel

Sweetham — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 03:25:25 +0000

I have been thinking of my thoughts and feelings lately and I guess I could summarize it by this statement: I am waiting for myself to fall in love again. ^_^

Run. Run. Reach the end.

Sweetham — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 23:39:33 +0000

Been very busy since this sem started, more when I decided to run for the university student council. Yes, quite a 360 degree change of plans for me. My mom knows that I am graduating supposedly, but seeing the need for a change and the need to re-orient the students on my college, I opted for a position as the CHE representative. Not an easy decision for me, not a burden too. I knew quite well even before I settled with such decision, this requires too much of a sacrifice. My one year extension in academics is one thing that can happen if I will win this coming election. My stipend therefore should be shouldered by no other than me. I don’t want to get allowance from my parents anymore. I sacrificed my membership in Kontra-Gapi, meaning no out-of-towns anymore. No future gigs, no future concerts. I needed to choose and know my priorities well. Events in my life such as these make me realize what my capabilities really are. Very menial at times that I torture my self with inconsistent and tedious physical work and mental stress, but I know quite this will pay off in the end.

I just want the people’s support. That’s all.

Mula sa tunay, palaban at makabayan,

STAND UP – STUDENT ALLIANCE FOR THE ADVANCEMENT OF DEMOCRATIC RIGHTS IN UP,

Ako po si Jezza, naglilingkod.

xoxo

Lutang na naman.

Sweetham — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 07:31:45 +0000

My dad’s cursing me right now coz I don’t want to do what he imposes me to do. Are curses real? I used to believe curses, luck, fate, and such. WTH?!?! Alam mo yung material na ekstensyalismo ng mga bagay-bagay?? Curse whatever you want. They aren’t real.

I am struggling to escape the kind of life I have. It’s totally suffocating me to the point that oppression rots my ego. Naiinis ako na ang daming bagay na pumipigil sa akin. Maraming materyal na kondisyon ang nakapagdidikta kung paano ako kikilos. Ang pamilya ko, higit sa lahat ay parang nabubulok na gulay. One time big time. Noon lang masaya. Di naglaon, hanggang nga, wala ng buhay. Darating din ang araw natuluyan na syang bulok. Hinihintay ko na lang ang panahong iyon. Handa akong tanggapin ang maaring mangyari. Ang sabi ko naman sa sarili ko, at lagi kong tinatandaan, no one is indispensable. Darating ang oras na hindi ko na makakasama ang tatay ko. Ngayon pa nga lang gusto na niyang mamatay. Darating ang oras na ang nanay ko ay mag-aasawang muli. Darating ang oras na pati ang mga kapatid ko ay magsasarili na rin. Hindi ko naman talaga nararamdaman ang esensya ng pagkakaroon ng pamilya. Unti-unti natatanggap ko na, na roon na rin kami papunta.

Binubuhay ko na lamang ang aking sarili sa paniniwalang kailangan ko pa ngang mabuhay o nang dahil humihinga pa ako. Kumbaga, wala akong karapatang huminto hanggat may hangin pang lumalabas sa baga ko. Para na akong buhay na bangkay. Buhay sa pampisikal na kaanyuan ngunit patay sa diwa. O pwede rin robot na lang. Kumikilos dahil kailangang gumana ngunit sinasabing hindi dapat mapagod upang tupdin ko pa ang nakalaang mga trabaho sa mga susunod na araw.

Bente anyos na ako at nararanasan ko na ang dilubyo. Kung tutuusin maswerte pa rin ako kumpara sa iba ngunit malinaw nga na sa edad kong ito, hindi na ako masaya. Ni hindi ko na alam ang pakiramdam ng magmahal. Hindi ko nga alam kung nagmamahal nga ba ako kahit na an pagmamahal na iyon ay sa pamilya o dahil nasasabi ko lang mahal ko lang sila dahil sila ang kinalakhan kong kasama sa buhay ko mula nang akoy ipanganak?

Magulo ba ako? Bahala ka na lang umintindi. Kung ayaw mo namang intindihin wag mo. Basta ako, ganito na ako.

Bags, bags , and more bags!!

Sweetham — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 14:57:01 +0000

Here it is. My online shop is finally OPEN!!! Shop now and grab discounts. Yes, I do offer discounts for 1st five buyers.

Go to http://moderntampipi.multiply.com

Christmas Break

Sweetham — Tue, 29 Dec 2009 06:30:37 +0000

It’s a rest week for me, my siblings and I went to our cousins’ house and chilled for some time. I had what I can call a vacation, free of housechores to mind at first, no ‘pasaway’ to eye on every time (my siblings, though big boys already, are very stubborn)- I let them go wild at least for now. And, I had a movie marathon which I opt to watch again my favorite movie, The Fast and Furious (Tokyo Drift). More than that I felt at peace – free of hassles, free of burden acad shit – that is worth my deserved break.

My oldest cousin promised us of a little aquarium. I am excited!!

I am having a business starting next year. I will sell native bags with lots of designs to choose from!! Bili kayo ha??

Excited na ako mag-New year!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

> Read my update on ‘About‘ page..

Fashion Attack # 1

Sweetham — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:58:31 +0000

Midnight Soiree by jezzstarr featuring Miu Miu bags

It’s my first time to try this!! This app is so cool and very classy. Now you can match your tops and bottoms, or dresses, whatever you like and see if they match. You can create your own theme either!! I just found this website somewhere and I began playing with it.

Click on this link to see my items priced in Php.

Oh-la-la.. Oh Gaga!

Sweetham — Mon, 21 Dec 2009 14:24:55 +0000

The Gaga sensation hits every hit chart and so I hear ‘rah-rah-ah-ah-ah, Roma-Roma-ma, Gaga-og-la-la’ everywhere I go. Good thing it replaces ‘nobody nobody but you’ but the sad thing is, this Gaga’s new beat is addictive. Sure shot it’s everyone’s LSS (last song syndrome). Hahaha!! Count me in to those infected by the Gaga mania.

Her Bad Romance gives a great twist to the usual heartbreak song. Her song is crazy in a way she portrays it. The costume, the beat, the choreograph, just fantastic . And I think that’s how I feel when I get a bad romance- I wanna get crazy instead!! Wooh! And I admire her attitude and passion for her art. The singing, the song writing, fashion, every aspect of it makes a statement, not to forget the TANGA!! (her signature clothing piece). Perhaps her academic background helped her flourish to be such an artist. She attended various trainings in different schools coupled with much exposure to public when she was a little. Quite good for her.

Anyway, I just wrote this after I got curious with her bombastic and lifting career. Every song she launches is a hit topper. Gaga-oh-la-la!!!

Kabataan Partylist: Voters’ Reg extended

Sweetham — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 14:36:30 +0000

Make use of the long holiday break, go out and register!

Repost the photo and tag your friends who are still unregistered.

Pakinggan mo

Sweetham — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 14:31:13 +0000

Paano ko ba sasabihin na gusto kita? Nalulungkot ako na ika’y hindi ko makasama. Sa 20 o higit pang mga araw ako’y maghihintay upang ika’y masilayan. Di na iniisip pa ang mahabang oras na daraan. Mahirap man intindihan ang nararamdaman, iisa lang ang aking nalalaman– ako’y hahangang muli hindi sa kung sinuman kundi sa’yo magpakailanman.

KABATAAN PARTYLIST FORUM on Dec 8, Tuesday

Sweetham — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 06:43:21 +0000

OPEN FOR UP AND NON-UP STUDENTS. FREE FOR ALL!!!!!!!!!!

Lalo na sa QC Area lang nakatira, dumalo at magdala ng maraming kaibigan.
Ito’y isang napakamakabuluhan at napapanahong pag-uusap.

HATID SA INYO NG KABATAAN PARTYLIST.