By the way friends, OUR CONCERT WAS CANCELLED just last SATURDAY. Sorry for the late announcement. More than that, I feel sorry for myself and my colleagues. I could not feel anything right now but DESPAIR, DISAPPOINTMENT, and FRUSTRATION. That has been our life for 3 months or more, that we spent our nights rehearsing the piece! The bigger issue is that, I might NOT be able to hold and perform a concert anymore since I will be graduating next sem and will be focusing on my other ACADEMIC plans. I’ll take medicine, btw.
We never expected that our arguments would come to peak and heat up and eventually BURST that led to its total wipe out! NO CONCERT. And someone in authority made that DECISION. We could not do anything but conform to HIM. We cried more than a liter of tears ’cause of the pain. It’s not just a plain performance. It’s much awaited by everyone.
It’s so unusual. Very unusual actually, to like a girl. Well at least for me it’s the first time that I like someone coming from the same sex. Yeah, they say gender is fluid and changing. This time my preference changed. hahaha! I like her, but not so sure ’bout my feelings yet. Might be an infatuation, or rather an admiration, for her “likeable traits”. Nonetheless I know to myself that I like being with her. Know her better. Ask more about her— which is something I am so afraid to do whenever we’re together.
Now the Christmas Season is coming, we bring you our latest composition, a tale of how the Moon started. This is an original story from Kontra-Gapi and we are proud to present to you,
Everyone’s invited! Bring your friends to watch it for FREE. This is something you shouldn’t miss.
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… I woke up early for having been so excited that finally I’m gonna have my first business suit. Hehehe. I like wearing formal attires and wearing make-up. Can’t wait to pair it with a perfect bag! Nyay! Such a freak. And, I asked my mom to bring me more make-up with the package she will give us. hahaha!
… I cooked munggo for our lunch. It tastes good (of course, I cooked it!)
… I’m having a headache (only minimal) due to my menstruation which I have waited for a couple of days. Finally it came while ago.
… I think of my life for the upcoming semester. I am quite restless and nervous.
— am listening to Up Dharma Down’s ‘Oo’ which my friend introduced me. I like the jazzy style of their music. Better listen to it!
hindi mo lang alam naiisip kita
baka sakali nga maisip mo ako
hindi mo lang alam hanggang sa gabi
inaasam makita kang muli
nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaahasahang
panahon at ngayon akoy iyong iniwan
luhaan, sugatan, d mapakinabangan
sana’y nagtanong ka lang kung d mo lang alam
sana’y nagtanong ka lang kung d mo lang alam
ako’y iyong nasakatan
baka sakaling lang maisip mo naman
hindi mo lang alam kay tagal na panahon
ako’y nandrito parin hanggang ngayon para sayo
lumipas man ang araw na ubod ng saya
hindi parin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
kung ako’y nagkasala patawd na sana
ang puso kong hangal ngayon lang nagmahal
wooh, hindi mo lang alm akoy iyong nasaktan
o baka sakaling ngang maisip mo naman
puro siya na lang… sana’y ako naman
hindi mo lang alam ikay minamasdan
sna’y iyong mamalayan
hindi mo lang alam hindi mo alam
kahit tayoy mgkaibigan lang
bumabalik lhat sa tuwing nakukulitan
bka sakali lng maisip mo naman
akoy nandito lng hnd mo lng alm
matalino ka naman
kung ikaw at ako ay tunay na bigo
sa laro na ito ay dpat bang sumuko
sana’y d ka na lang pala aking nakilala
kung alam ko lng ako’y iyong mssktan
narito, sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko
hindi mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan
o baka sakaling ngang maisip mo naman
puro siya na lang.. sana’y ako naman
hindi mo lang alam ika’y minamasdan
sana’y iyong mamalayan
hindi mo lang alam ohhh
malas mo
ikaw ang natipuhan ko
hindi mo lang alam ako’y iyong nasaktan
And because I got extra cash from my mom, I bought new cosmetics. Yey! I am so happy and EXCITED. Now my collection of make-up grows . It just delights me whenever I get new stuff, especially girly stuff. Hopefully I can buy a colour palette next time coz I badly need it. What brand can you suggest? Anyone?
Yay! Finally. I got my taste of the outside world after being confided in my house for a week. That was a boredom like hell. I could not really last a number of days just staying in my lair. I could not afford to eat, sleep, watch and do house choirs up in a week (to be the most). I am not a ‘house’ person. Movie marathon could not do me any good either.
So I have my first day of enrollment and I got my 15 units (for the first time) on my first day. This is miracle! During the 4 years of my stay here in UP I could not recall any moment which I had JUST A DAY OF ENROLLMENT coz usually my registration lasts for a week. Good thing I got my status already changed to ‘graduating’ which gives me a top priority for the list students to get their preferred subjects. But you know, it gives me a nostalgic feeling knowing that I have only a sem to at least endure before I leave. That is a bittersweet thing. Everyone wants to finish school but not everyone wants to leave, and I am one of those!
I am sad. I want to make the most out of my last sem. I will miss being a student. One more (last) semester but still many memories to make.
Last week has been kind of hell for me. It was a blazing hot feeling in a fact that I got a soaring 39 degrees temperature after a 3-day overnight stay at my friend’s house. It was constant for several days that I actually couldn’t get up and my head felt heavy so much. I hated it. Good thing my sickness subsided already and I am a lot better now. Hopefully this’ll continue, since tomorrow would be the start of the enrollment week. Back to school again.
Can’t wait to start my errands and go back to normal. My life’s crazy when I’m home. Boring. I am looking forward for numerous outside gigs with Kontra-Gapi. Can’t wait for out of towns.
Anyway, just yesterday we went to or aunt’s house to ransack some food from their table. Hahahahaha! Sorry for the word but I do crave for food. I want to gain weight before the school starts. I am that desperate coz I am looking too thin for my figure. I hate skinny body. I abhor it, not like many other girls.
2 more weeks to register. Titiyakin natinG magkaroon ng isang milyong bagong kabataang botante sa buong bayan na magpaparehistro para bumoto. Panata ito na determinado, seryoso, at sama-samang aabutin ng kabataan at bayan.~ Isang Milyon, Isang Panata~ KABATAAN PARTYLIST
Airborne Division gang raped a 14 year old Iraqi girl and murdered her and her family —including a 5 year old child. An additional soldier was involved in the cover-up.
One of the killers, Steven Green, was found guilty on May 07, 2009 in the US District Court of Paducah and is now awaiting sentencing.
The leaked Public Affairs Guidance put the 101st media team into a “passive posture” — withholding information where possible. It conceals presence of both child victims, and describes the rape victim, who had just turned 14, as “a young woman”.
The US Army’s Criminal Investigation Division did not begin its investigation until three and a half months after the crime, news reports at that time commented.
This is not the only grim picture coming out of Iraq U.S. forces being accused of using rape as a war weapon.
The release, by CBS News, of the photographs showing the heinous sexual abuse and torture of Iraqi POW’s at the notorious Abu Ghraib prison opened a Pandora’s Box for the Bush regime wrote Ernesto Cienfuegos in La Voz de Aztlan on May 2, 2004.
Bring your friends to watch it for FREE. This is something you shouldn’t miss.
